Dienstag, 27. April 2010

what do we fight for?


So...enervating times these days. There's just too much time fucked up by school and shit like that, every day goes by with nothing important to be happened...i even hadn't just one minute for my guitar! (besides there's just a crappy wasp in my room which really scares my ass of...but that's not the point.^^)
it's like being semi-somnolent the whole day..
Just want to feel pure again.
"Now make some fuckin noise if you're alive, man!" yea,not sure if i can at the moment.
Spit it out. 9.0 live. Woah. That's elixir. my time..... i don't want it to run out ever.
spit it out and then jump it up, everything, to the highest euphorie...
ah i'm confused.
i need someone. it would be a dream to have this, both, everything.
and then to never loose anything.


why does this seem to be impossible, not just for me?
what do we fight for, i don't know.


really have to talk to her after that. how the hell is a writing able to make me so irate and desperate? it made me cry. talking would be the better way than just gettin' everything from this fuckass bloggerthing.



...got new handkerchiefs. 95 cents. You can see them on the picture, they're extremly hot, aren't they??

Samstag, 3. April 2010

overtired

our heater surprisingly broke down. i puked cuz of some shitass virus. and i'm tired.
^^all things that made the last days a bit worse than they could've been, but it's ok.

Going to Vienna tomorrow, I am really looking forward it, cuz it seems to be such an aesthetic and epic city..
<3
g'night

p.s. to Moon: you'll never guess that, i'm sure that anti-illness drawing has worked: i ate something today O.o nearly half a plate and without puking after it! xD nearly a wonder. i fear there are no puking-stories from the car for you tomorrow :/
<3