waaaaankers!!

uuh, i definitly was off here for too long... already dreaded that my marihuana-fish would die by hunger :S

some things to say.
I had been on some demo with some friends yesterday... briefly something like 'political leftists against nationalists and shit like that'. really felt good to be on the streets. I mean... nowadays it's one of the few ways to get committed to your firm conviction, and in issues like that it's fuckin important! and this presenter-woman was awesome... alltogether she was factual, collected and although energetic at the same time. xD but when this shit ass guys began to raise compulsory prohibited(!!) flags without the police to do anything, she lost it and shouted as loud as she could 'WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANKERS!!!!!!!!!' over the river through the micro. As i said, just an awesome woman! =)
also felt great to do something with our 'good old friend' again.^^ every time we're with him something weird happens...like grass on the breast or shit like that xDD
And nearly hat an ecxess of smoke cuz of this fuckin demo... you just are not able to withstand while being there..

fuck, had an amount of things in my mind but now evrything's gone.. o dear.

I'm invited to her dad's birthday meal. That's an incredible honour for me, to be there as 'second family' :3 It's so sweet. Really have to get that cd complete for them, to leastwise give a little back. C:

Think I'll go now and try to get down the solo from 'Free Fall'. In Flames. huiii! (= It's times to heavy for me an' i know that... yeah but i'll give it a try. Then we'll record the whole thing this eve' with bass and guitar..
haha this will at least take ages^^^^^^
i'll need to create an extra striking version of french toast to jolly us along (-.- disgusting word...).
whatever.

just one thing for the end.
I firstly read your blog after weeks..
I'm not unhappy, please, don't think that. <3


*Hope

songtext finished.................

Friend's birthday today, nearly died from hugging that much xD
We were at her house (where you're allowed to have a smoke INSIDE the rooms!) and spent a day of gambling, tuning a seemingly centenarian acoustic guitar and shit like that. It was fuckin nice most of the time.
It was just that they began to somehow compare me with her. Like 'you nearly smell like her' and things. It's hard to express but the whole thing somehow gave me the feeling of not being on my own but just being kinda addition. Or something like that. And that's really annoying. Yeah i know.... probably again overestimated everything... but anyways she isn't to blame for something, cuz she didn't do anything but just is there, about what i'm more than happy...and i neither am, cuz i didn't build thoughts like that on purpose -.- my stupid mind....
Yeah, whatever.

Finally brought first songtext to a termination. am indescribably satisfied cuz it somehow is fuckin exhausting to alyway have it's weird, unfinished fragments in your mind. xD So far. 'm not sure yet if i'll post it or not..perhaps in the neyt days or so...or just someday.. hm, we'll see ^__________________________^
g'night