Friend's birthday today, nearly died from hugging that much xD
We were at her house (where you're allowed to have a smoke INSIDE the rooms!) and spent a day of gambling, tuning a seemingly centenarian acoustic guitar and shit like that. It was fuckin nice most of the time.
It was just that they began to somehow compare me with her. Like 'you nearly smell like her' and things. It's hard to express but the whole thing somehow gave me the feeling of not being on my own but just being kinda addition. Or something like that. And that's really annoying. Yeah i know.... probably again overestimated everything... but anyways she isn't to blame for something, cuz she didn't do anything but just is there, about what i'm more than happy...and i neither am, cuz i didn't build thoughts like that on purpose -.- my stupid mind....
Yeah, whatever.
Finally brought first songtext to a termination. am indescribably satisfied cuz it somehow is fuckin exhausting to alyway have it's weird, unfinished fragments in your mind. xD So far. 'm not sure yet if i'll post it or not..perhaps in the neyt days or so...or just someday.. hm, we'll see ^__________________________^
g'night
I am sorry.
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