...just because i fear to ever lose this link again. :3 :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=c78lez8P0gc

would listen to it the whole day if i had time. again and again and again.


time. that's an unreachable term in these days.
but maybe it's just point of view. if i had time, it would take me the alibis away...to do what i should do. what i so much want to do. ...what i yet somehow feel unable to do. craven..........such a beautiful word for such a condemnable characteristic.
guess i need to escape from my world of thoughts into reality again.
...so damn tired. even feelin' high somehow.......no thought, no decision is tangible. behind a veil of fatigue.......
makes reality seem so far away. ...even makes the imagination of fallin' deeply into sleep unwanted..
just cause it implicates the loss of this condition.

aaaaah that have to be the thoughts of an addicted one :D


addiction to...?

Desperate Cry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJUdDpRYh6o
desperate cry. desperate cry. Endless empty maze. Despair, distress and silence. Mute souls end in silence! Empty promises of hope.... and all we hear: desperate cry! Cry!

damn things goin' on. damn cruel silence. just silence. words of silence. cruel words of silence.
.............WHY????

the hopes were high. the dreams endless. ...the true, right sense of moment irrevocable.
...just to conceive it just was a minuscule moment in time? a fadin' moment in time. no, no. that can't be it........that can't be over.......not yet, not yet. it can't be over now..............because..............because...

because i feel it.

always had trusted my feelings concerning that. and i always had been right. right in sense, right in actions, right with words............words tellin' the truth. truth, pureness, depth.......always had provoked the best. the best in moment...the best in u.
...and nothin' more i need. and nothin' less. give me the best of u and i'll give u the best of me. isn't that enough? still not enough?
...i'm sure it would be.

fight! can't u hear my desperate cry. fight. fight for the dream, the one and only, the one dream of us all. the huge, almighty, eternal achin' dream...
a simple dream.
i am willin' to fight. i so strongly am. ......but how could i ever win, alone against everythin'?

Hey you, dont help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight.

Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I'm coming home.

But it was only fantasy.
The wall was too high,
As you can see.
No matter how he tried,
He could not break free.
And the worms ate into his brain.

Hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all
Together we stand, divided we fall.


...there's the possibility to win....but it's up to u're decision, to u're choice.
...hadn't u just chosen?
i can't fight alone.












Break the silence!
Break the chains.
Break u're jail...

and let me in.