...just because i fear to ever lose this link again. :3 :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=c78lez8P0gc

would listen to it the whole day if i had time. again and again and again.


time. that's an unreachable term in these days.
but maybe it's just point of view. if i had time, it would take me the alibis away...to do what i should do. what i so much want to do. ...what i yet somehow feel unable to do. craven..........such a beautiful word for such a condemnable characteristic.
guess i need to escape from my world of thoughts into reality again.
...so damn tired. even feelin' high somehow.......no thought, no decision is tangible. behind a veil of fatigue.......
makes reality seem so far away. ...even makes the imagination of fallin' deeply into sleep unwanted..
just cause it implicates the loss of this condition.

aaaaah that have to be the thoughts of an addicted one :D


addiction to...?